safe and bewildered
Wednesday, February 4th, 2009Thank the sweet baby Jesus, I’m finally home!
After over two weeks of traveling in Europe, it feels fantastic to be back in my snug little Chicago apartment. The trip was great fun–I got to see some neat places (oh yeah, Sedlec ossuary, I’m talking about you!), but it was also completely exhausting. A general lack of sleep combined with an unexpected need to write a paper abstract amidst traveling to 4 countries and sleeping in 5 different beds over the course of only 6 days all came together to make one incredibly tired Batty. Thankfully, I slept like a log last night, even though I woke up at 7:30 this morning.
The strange thing about it though is that it actually feels weird to be back home. It does absolutely feel like home: familiar, comfortable, etc. But its almost like I feel disoriented because it’s not disorienting, if that makes any sense. After two weeks of having pretty much no idea where I was most of the time, and understanding none of the conversation going on around me, I felt very much like a passive observer of a world that was just swirling past me. And I guess it’s that feeling of being a passive observer that I still have with me, even though I know exactly where I am and understand exactly what’s being said around me. I ‘m sure that like jet lag, that feeling will soon go away. For now I shall be content to remain safely home and oddly bewildered.
