Repurposing
August 24, 2009I've been away for a while, I know. I'm supposed to be working: writing the dissertation, turning old papers into publishable articles, preparing for conferences, maybe even considering applying for jobs. But, as I'm sure just about every other graduate student in the world will tell you, writing is a bitch. But self-motivating is an especially bitchy bitch, and it's stubborn refusal to cooperate thwarts any and all ambitious hopes and dreams of ever graduating.
This, however, is just another excuse. And I'm really tired of making excuses for myself. Truthfully, I have been making a very diligent effort to at least *look* at my work daily. I tweak a few lines here and there, move some paragraphs around, huff, puff, scratch my head in frustration, and then generally go back to checking CNN for the umpteen millionth time for the day. Obviously, it's better than nothing, but not by much. The summer is almost over and I've made considerably less progress than I wanted, and than I needed to make. So, because good intentions are nice, but actually following through on them is better, I'm trying a radical experiment inspired by this recent Lifehacker post (yes, another blog I check about 20x daily).
No, I’m not putting myself on a webcam 24/7. I’m neither insane nor enough of an exhibitionist to do that. But I am repurposing the Rat Blog for daily progress reports on how much work I’ve done. Now, the idea is not for this to some narcissistic, twitter-like, “omg! you guys should totally hear how many times I went to the bathroom today because I’m so special even my poo is worth writing about” kind of public diary. It is, however, supposed to help me keep track of how I waste my time and to subsequently shame myself into being productive. Now, whether it’s possible to do that without there being an element of narcissism and poo stories will only be determined with time. ;-)
The posts on my ratties I will archive somewhere, but for now, going to http://www.cannibalsall.com/rats/ will take you to the new and guaranteed to be humiliating Daily Work Log.
I’m on twitter and I don’t write about my bathroom trips. Usually.
I’m excited to read about your progress, and hopefully it will help you guilt you into staying on task. Although I’m one to talk. Here I am on the computer while my kid is watching The Wiggles for the 3rd time this morning. But he starts preschool today so he will get some other form of interaction at least ;)
Comment by Karen — August 25, 2009 @ 8:33 am
Okay, maybe I was being a little hyperbolic about Twitter… but just a little ;-)
Yay preschool!! You deserve at least a few hours of sanity a day!
Comment by R. Batty — August 25, 2009 @ 11:46 pm
How do I get a password to your other posts? Or is it by invitation only?
Comment by Karen — August 26, 2009 @ 9:01 am
Yeah, I gotta know about this password stuff too. I mean, how else am I supposed to shame myself by finding out what you’ve done that I haven’t? Because, yes, I am too lazy even to make my own Shame Blog. Christ.
Comment by Celia — August 27, 2009 @ 2:17 pm
You ladies have been sent the password. Of course, I’m not sure I like the idea of helping you be productive without getting the voyeuristic pleasure of reading about your suffering, too. How’s that fair? ;-)
Comment by R. Batty — August 27, 2009 @ 11:08 pm